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Im at work right now.. misssing the bambooozle fest 2005 right now. well actually it doesnt start for another hour and a half.
im so mad that im missing that . .
and i cant stop sneeezing
and kim and i can already tell that we are going to be bored as fuck at work.. and that we will prob sit on my space all day and send messages to eachother for fun.. cuz thats how we do. and shes bitching about josh right now cuz apparently he was retarded last night. and im making her listen to the SPill Canvas.. and she likes them alot... next up. Straylight Run.
we are partying up tonight like its going outta style..
we are going to boston next weekend for girls night.. wich is going to be fucking AMAZING.
and the weekend after. is my birthday weekend and we are going to canobie lake park for the day, and then coming home to PARTY.
i met my chemical romance the other night.. again. I told them it was my birthday and asked if they had a poster they could sign for me.. it was friiggggen nuts. and the best!
now i think im going to bust out a survey that looked cool. haha so i want to do it.. its a lonnnng one though..
What is your name? Summer
Are you named after anyone? the season. but its not a person.
What's your screename? thisstupidheart1
Would you name a child of yours after you? no.
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be? I really dont know.
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be? i dont know right now.
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly? sumner. goodall,goodle (hey are you related to...)
Would you drop your last name if you became famous? Yes.
Basics
Your gender: Female
Straight/Gay/Bi: Straight
Single? yes
If not, do you want to be? what? i already am
Birthdate: 05/14/86
Your age: 18- SOOON to be 19
Age you act: 21 haha
Age you wish you were: 22
Your height: 5'7
Eye color: brown
Happy with it? nope. i wish they were green
Hair color: Brownish -with newly black underneath.
Happy with it? it makes no sence! i wish it was darker.
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: right handed person.
Your living arrangement: my personal stylist amanda m. hill.. we have an apt in pland.. only for a few more months. :(
Your family: Are a bunch of assholes but i love my sister. 1 sister, 1 half sister, 2 brothers and one half brother.. and i dont talkt o my father.
Have any pets? no
Whats your job? "Us cellular wireless consultant.
Piercings? ears 3 times.
Tattoos? back-3 stars, Hip-one star.
Obsessions? music, shows,gatorade, stars, pink+black, silver eclipses, ONE TREE HILL.
Addictions? Fuse, Red Bull, SlimJims,Dietpepsi-vodka.shows.
Do you speak another language? ii used to be able to speak french.. and"drunk language" -kim-"we all have different voices when we are drunk"
Have a favorite quote? yes, i have a ton of favorite lyrics.. but i like this one alot- If i could choose a way to die, it would be in a goose bump infested embrace, with my over anxious hands cupping your face."
Do you have a webpage? I have a myspace.
-Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment? I suppose i do.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? YEs
Do you have any secrets? yeah.. who doesnt.
Do you hate yourself? sometimes.
Do you like your handwriting? No
Do you have any bad habits? yeah im sure i do.
What is the compliment you get from most people? "i like your hair. you have pretty eyes"
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? summerstar.
What's your biggest fear? fish..
Can you sing? No, but i try to.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? hahaha amanda the other night.. "we just need some ciggarettes"
Are you a loner? sometimes
What are your #1 priorities in life? succeeeeding.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you? Heck yah, cuz im so coool
Are you a daredevil? i pretend to be. but i dont think so.
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? YEah.. i fear im going to fail and im going to be selling cellphones forever..
Are you passive or agressive? Im passive. werd
Do you have a journal? Yes, right here.
What is your greatest strength and weakness? not sure
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? lose weight, and have my hair be straight always.
Do you think you are emotionally strong? i try to be.. but secretly.. no.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? yep.
Do you think life has been good so far? ehh its been rocky.
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? That you never know when your going to lose the people you love.. and You never know what the outcome will be. like things arent always going to work out the way you had planned... look at me.. i planned on going to schoool right after hs.. have i donetht yet?? NO! haha
What do you like the most about your body? I think this could be the 3rd time youve asked this qustion, just in a diffrent form
And least? Once again...
Do you think you are good looking? No
Are you confident? Somewhat
What is the fictional character you are most like? Im really not sure.
Are you perceived wrongly? yes. alot of people think im a bitch.. because of my facial expressions when i first meet people.. i just like to stare at people and sit back from the situation and take it all in.
Do You...
Smoke? No
Do drugs? nope
Read the newspaper? Yes
Pray? no
Go to church? no
Talk to strangers who IM you? no strangers IM me
Sleep with stuffed animals? yes
Take walks in the rain? Yes
Talk to people even though you hate them? Yes
Drive? yes
Like to drive fast? yes
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice? when i sing.. where is your boy- by fall out boy in the shower.
Hurt yourself? not on purpose.
Been out of the country? No i havnt, i will though
Eaten something that made other people sick? Probabaly
Been in love? No
Done drugs? YEs
Gone skinny dipping? No
Had a medical emergency? yes. ulcers WHAT.
Had surgery? No
Ran away from home? Yes... actually i walked away and drove away haa
Played strip poker? No
Gotten beaten up? toni used to beat me up in middle school.
Beaten someone up? No
Been picked on? Yes, who hasnt
Been on stage? yes
Slept outdoors? yes
Thought about suicide? ehh no.
Pulled an all nighter? OH YEAH!!!!
If yes, what is your record? 40+ hours with thogan!
Gone one day without food? i dont know
Talked on the phone all night? 5+ hours.
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex? Yes.
Slept all day? Yes -im narcoleptic.
Killed someone? No
Made out with a stranger? hahaha
Had sex with a stranger? negative
Thought you're going crazy? yes.
Kissed the same sex? yes
Done anything sexual with the same sex? No
Been betrayed? probably!
Had a dream that came true? i have predictions in my dreams all the fucking time, its wierd.
Broken the law? Yes
Met a famous person? YES!
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?well.. my gerbil died and i didnt even know he was gone for a while. but i doont think i KILLED him.
On purpose? No
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? ehh probably
Stolen anything? No -i feel bad taking things clearly marked FREE.
Been on radio/tv? oh yes.. kim?-nsync tickets ring a bell.
Been in a mosh-pit? YEs
Had a nervous breakdown? Yes
Bungee jumped? No- i wish.
Had a dream that kept coming back? YEs
-Beliefs-
Belive in life on other planets? Yes.
Miracles? Probabaly not. i wish.
Astrology? Yes
Magic? I used to... till isaw how they do it.. dman show.
God? Yes and no
Satan? no
Santa? Oh yeah!
Ghosts? yes
Luck? no
Love at first sight? yes.. tai .. WHAT
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)? yes
Witches? yes-brewer
Easter bunny? OH YEAH
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever? yes
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow? Yes, in fact i do
Do you wish on stars? wishes dont come true.
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? i dont know
Do you think God has a gender? No
Do you believe in organized religion? No
Where do you think we go when we die? i guess heaven..
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? Yep.. quite a few.
Who is your best friend? either, Manda or Kayla.
Who's the one person that knows most about you? I dont know.. it used to be Brittany
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you? Im not sure.
Your favourite inside joke? WHATTTT?? Have a good time..
Thing you're picked on most about? i dont know.
Who's your longest known friend? Hailey
Newest? Probabaly kids from the portland crowd
Shyest? Joe Shaw
Funniest? TOni
Sweetest? charles
Closest? ... kayla and amanda
Weirdest? Jake
Smartest? i think different people are smartest about different things.
Ditziest? shannon..hellllo massss...
Friends you miss being close to the most? Brittta
Last person you talked to online? kim i think..
Who do you talk to most online? kim.bill.grant.
Who are you on the phone with most? Charles
Who do you trust most? all my friends
Who listens to your problems? amandas
Who do you fight most with? I dont fight with my friends.
Who's the nicest? charles
Who's the most outgoing? me
Who's the best singer? Ryan Hannan.
Who's on your shit-list? i dont know
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend? haha i dont think so.
Who's your second family? amandas and tonis fam.
Do you always feel understood? No, not really
Who's the loudest friend? Toni when shes drunk.. Smash when shes not.
Do you trust others easily? Proabably
Who's house were you last at? Kimba-travs and JOSH. cuz it is HIS house.
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: :o)
Do your friends know you? No, probabaly not
Friend that lives farthest away: toni, lindsay, charles.
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake? No.
What do you find romantic? random things can be romantic
Turn-on? guys who are genuine and romantic and sweeet and LEGIT. They actually mean what they say...
Turn-off? assshole guys who think they can get with any girl cuz they are fuckin the shit.
First kiss? hmm.. Jeremy davenport durning spin the snoopie in middleschool.
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel? I wouldnt have interest. Id be flattered.. but thats it.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them Yes
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out ..It IS!!
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv wait, what?
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? i dont know.
What is best about the opposite sex? Their smile. the way they get excited about things..
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? they can be playyyers.
What's the last present someone gave you? amanda bought me straws.
Are you in love? nope.
Do you consider your significant other hot? what significant other..
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you? I dont know
You wanted to kill? norm.
That you laughed at? KIM!
That laughed at you? KIM!
You went shopping with? KIM!
That broke your heart? i dont want to talk about it.
To disappoint you? i dont know
To ask you out? shit haha.
To make you cry? Not sure
To brighten up your day? Everybody
That you thought about? Not sure.
You saw a movie with? Charles
You talked to on the phone? Amandas
You talked to through IM/ICQ? not sure
You saw? kimberly.
You lost? As in died, my mom.
Right This Moment...
Are you going out? No
Will it be with your significant other? No
Or some random person? nope
What are you wearing right now? us cell shirt, and dress pants
Body part you're touching right now: chin
What are you worried about right now? where the shindig is taking place tonight
What book are you reading? i bought a new one the other day, but i need to take it back because i dont like it.
What's on your mousepad? easssy edge
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: Hungry,bored,likethisdayisntgoingtoend,cold,itchyeyes.
Are you bored? Yes
Are you tired? Yes
Are you talking to anyone online? no
Are you talking to anyone on the phone? No
Are you lonely or content? im pretty content at work right now.
Are you listening to music? YES!! CARTEL! |
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if this is true..
..i cant believe it.
so weird.
so sad
even though i havent talked to him in quite a while. Its just sad and very weird.
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| 10:48am 07/04/2005 |
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the starting line, armor for sleep, mae and the suicide pact tonight!!!
Its going to be so funnn!
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| 04:28pm 31/03/2005 |
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mood: bored music: The Starting Line
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Describe Your..
[Wallet] Its grey- and its pink and it is VOLCOM of course.
[Hairbrush] Blue and Black
[Toothbrush] Pink and White.
[Jewelry Worn Daily] spikey earings, 4 rings, watch, red bracelet.
[Blanket] white. or blue and clouds
[Sunglasses] none.
[Shoes] black ballet shoes ! Awww.
[Favorite Shirt] blue long shirt
[Favorite Pants] Jeans from Old Navy.
[CD In Stereo Right Now] Straylight Run, My Chem Romance
[Tattoos] 3 stars on back and one star on hip.. so many more to come.
[Piercings] 5-ears.. soon maybe lip.. ive wanted it for a while now.
[What You Are Wearing Now] capris, and sweatshirt.
When was the last time you..
[Smiled] little while ago
[Laughed] little while ago
[Cried] the other night..
[Kissed] last sunday
[Bought] yesterday. RED BULLLLL
[Danced] last night-making fun of this girl JAMMINg out to Gavin Degraw
[Were in Love] fake love..all thet time.. but never reall in love like love love.
[Were Sarcastic] yesterday
[Had A Nightmare] a few nights ago.
[Last Book You Read] Alt Press. Magazine count?
[Last Movie You Saw] I cant remember.
[Last Thing You Had To Drink] Water.
Body..
[What Do You Like Most About Your Body] haha nothing.. my eyes maybe?
[And Least?] wayy to many things to name. hips
[How Many Fillings Do You Have] 4?
[Do You Think You Are Good-Looking] ehh no.
[Do Other People Often Tell You That You're Good-Looking] yes.
[Do You Look Like Any Celebrities] hahaha Avril Lavigne.. amanda
Fashion..
[Do You Wear A Watch] yes ma’am
[How Many Coats And Jackets Do You Own] 3??
[Favorite Pants Color] I love jeans
[Most Expensive Item Of Clothing] golly. i dont know.
[Describe Your Style In One Word] me
Your Friends..
[Do Your Friends Know You] some do.
[Are There Traits In You That Are Universally Liked?] some
[How Many People Do You Tell Everything To] pretty much one.
Music, Television, Books
[Favorite Band Ever] animal suit driveby. haha :0) and the academy is and the used and my chem romance.
[Type of Music Most Listened To] "post hardcore" punk and (scr)E(a)MO
Never Listen To] classical
[Favorite Book?] What girls learn.
General Questions..
[Sunny or Rainy Day] I like the sun
[Do You Consider Yourself Lucky] nope haha
[Do You Feel Pity For People Who Commit Suicide] i dont know
[Choose One Word To Describe How You Most Often Feel] TORN
[Do You Own Plaid Clothing.. negative
[Is There More Than One Zipper On Your Pants] um, no.
[Do You Own Braces] no
[Does Your Hairstyle Exceed A Height Of Three Inches] neg.
[Would You Classify Your Hair As A Deadly Weapon] no
[Do You Have A Favorite Brand Of Hair Dye] nope
[Do You Own A Bandana] oh yeaaaa
[Are You Amused By Safety Pins] nah.
[Have You Ever Used Duct Tape As A Sewing Substitute] nahh
[Do You Like Candles] yes
[Do You Believe In Love] sure
[Do You Believe In Soul Mates] sure
[Do You Believe In Love At First Sight] YES
[What Do You Want Done With Your Body When You Die] I don’t know
[What Are You Gonna Do When You Get Older] TRAVEL
[How Many Songs Do You Have On Your Computer] like 40?
[What Band Are You Listening To] The Starting Line- THURSDAY!!!
[If You Could Have Any Animal For A Pet] ashlee simpsons puppppy.
[What Is The Longest You Ever Stayed Up] 40something hours with toni.
Habits;Beliefs..
[Are You Disgruntled] no
[Are You An Anarchist?] no
[Do You Smoke Cigarettes?] no
[Are You A Vegetarian?] haha no
[Do You Think Meat Is Murder] no
[Have You Ever Slept In An Alley Or Park] haha no I haven’t
[Have You Ever Gone A Week Without A Shower?] um no.
About Me..
[Age] 18
[Birthday] May 14, 1986
[Sign] Taurus
[Location] Portland
[Status]single..asalways.
[Crush] YES!!!!
[Natural Hair Color] brown
[Current Hair Color] brown
[Eye Color] Brown
[Height] 5'7
[Shoe size] 8
[Parents] NONE
[Live With] Amandas Marie Hill
Favorites..
[Number] 05
[Color] pinkblack
[Day] saturday =(boston parties!)
[Month] July
[Movie] grind
[Food] MEXICAN
[Season] Fall
[Class] none, they all suck.
[Teacher] none
[Non-alcoholic Drink] red bulllllllllll
[Alcoholic Drink] vodka and diet pepsi.. WHATTTTTTTTT. and Twisted Tea
[Veggie] potatoes
[Television Show] ONE TREE HILLL. i should be the head of the fan club. and ASHLEE SIMPSON and Extreme Makeover home edition.
[Radio] 89.3 WHSN. not 89.3 portlandmainestation.
[Store] pacsunnn
[Word or Phrase] Fuck.. Fuck that shit, killer,
[Animal] little puppies
[Flower] dafffodills
This/That..
[Me/You] you of course
[Coke/Pepsi] diet pepsi
[Day/Night] night
[CD/Cassette] CD
[DVD/VHS] DVD
[Jeans/Khakis] Jeans
[Car/Truck] truck
[Tall/Short] Short
['NSync/BSB] Nsync!!!! hahaha oh gosh. wayyy back when. |
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| 12:23pm 17/03/2005 |
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| 02:15pm 15/03/2005 |
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mood:  anxious music: Footloose. haha
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I love how busy my work is.. and how I have sold TONS of phones this month.
commission is going to be superb next month. WHOO!
this proves my boredom..
RIGHT NOW...
1 MINUTE AGO: i was checking my email.
1 HOUR AGO: i was helping a customer with phone bill issues.
1 YEAR AGO: probably... sitting in class.. actually.. on my way out of school.
I LOVE: music, friends, funtimes,partying,laughing.
I HATE: fish.
I FEAR: losing someone i love,FISH, being alone forever.
I HOPE: something really exciting and fun happens to my life real soon.
I FEEL: bored because i have been at work since nine am and noone has purchased a phone from me.
I HIDE: how i feel most of the time.
I DRIVE: nothing at all.
I MISS: my friends i never see, my sister, and yes im admitting this... MY DAD.
I('m) LEARN(ing): to not be as shy, to say just what i want to.. and not worry what other people think about me.
I NEED: money.
I THINK: about bad stuff happening to me .. and my future...ALOT
FIRSTS..
First screen name: Sunkisd1536
First piercing/tattoo: Ears-and my little blue star on my hip.
First credit card: none
First enemy: skiman?
First concert: John Michael Montgomery.
First musician you remember hearing in your house: Roger Miller, Van Halen
Last big car ride: last time i came back from boston.. with a drunken amandas and it was funnnnny
Last kiss: hmm..a while ago.
Last movie seen: First Daughter-SOO GOOD.
Last food consumed: Baked Potatoe.
Last phone call: Verizon Yellow Pages.
Last CD played: The Academy Is..
Last drink drank: goood ol water.
Last time scolded: hahahaha WAYYYY to long ago. Im an ADULT now.
SHORT ANSWER..
I AM: bored, cold.
I WANT: something fun to do tonight. and money
I HAVE: no money
I WISH: something interesting and pleasing will happen to my life.. something to switch it up.
I HATE: Dropping my phone in to water.
I WONDER: when kim will get here.
I Worry: tax returns.
I ACHE: nowhere. i feeeel real good today.
I ALWAYS: have to listen to music
I DANCE: when im twisted.
I SING: all the time.. amanda?
I AM NOT ALWAYS: paying attention when i should be
I WRITE: in live journal.. but hardly.
I WIN: random things..
I LOSE: alot of things.
I CONFUSE: brunswick with berwick hahahahahha
I SHOULD: sell some damn phones to pay for my life.
FAVORITES..
NUMBER: 5
COLOR: Pink Black and BRIGHT Blue.
DAYS: Friday and Tuesday(one tree hill) and Sat.
MONTH: July
SONG(S): All the songs on The Academy Is cd, All the songs on ASD's cd. LEtters to you-finch, Collide-Howie Day, and wayyyyy to many others to think and list..
DRINK: Vodka and Cranberry juice.. or Iced Tea.
IN THE LAST 2 DAYS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED? no
HELPED SOMEONE? I think so.
BOUGHT SOMETHING? Yes.
GOTTEN SICK? NEgative.
GONE TO THE MOVIES? nope
SAID 'i love you'?:No.. who does that.
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: nope
TALKED TO AN EX?: not an ex boyfriend.. but an ex whatever it was we might have been.
MISSED AN EX?: yeah..
WRITTEN IN A DIARY?: no
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: i think so.
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| 10:14pm 08/03/2005 |
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W0ULD Y0U...
[] go out with me?
[] give me your number?
[] kiss me?
[] let me kiss you?
[] watch a movie with me?
[] take me out to dinner?
[] drive me somewhere
[] take a shower with me?
[] be my BF?
[] have a fling with me?
[] buy me a drink?
[] take me home for the night?
[] Would you let me sleep in your bed?
[] Sing car karaoke w/ me?
[] sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
[] re-post this for me to answer your questions?
[] give me a piggyback ride?
[] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere
D0 Y0U...
[] think im cute?
[] want to kiss me?
[] want to cuddle wit me?
[] want to hook up with me?
ARE WE...
[] aquintences?
[] friends?
[] in a relationship?
[] gonna have kids?
AM i...
[] smart?
[] cute?
[] funny?
[] cool?
HAVE Y0U EVER...
[] thought about me?
[] thought there might be an "us"?
[] thought about hookin up with me?
[] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[] wished i were there?
ARE Y0U...
[] done with this survey?
[] happy you know me?
[] mad at me?
[] thinkin bout me?
[] going to repost this so that i will return the favor? |
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mood:  crazy music: TheAcademyIs...
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How excited am I right now..
Im on the guestlist for the Taste Of Chaos tour ! :o) Mike called me last night and was like.. Are you still planning on going to the taste of chaos tour.. and i was like UH HELLL YEAH what kind of question is that? So he was like welll we are on the guest list and we can bring a guest with us so i wanted to know if you wanted the spot...killllllllller..
ANDDDDD
Two of my VERRRRRRRRRRRY GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD friends who i really havent seen and hung out with in such a long time, are coming down tonight to chill like old times. I can't wait. Its going to be so fun! I've seriously missed our old times. Its been like over eight months. which sucks alot. us four used to hang out just about every day.. its so crazy how things can change. I really miss the old times just driving around or sitting around doing nothing at tonis house, or coming down to pland like EVERY weekend for EAO and H! shows. I have a good feeling its going to be good. i hope its not wierd or anything.. i hope it feels just like normal cuz weather or not those girls believe it I do miss them.
so im sitting at work right now and this guy that i sold a phone to yesterday came in for some help on his phone and he DROVE ME CRAZY. ughh
so.. still have yet to make up my mind about school..
boston...? OR Orlando....
such a hard choice.
new band to check out:
Greely Estates
and recent bands that im obsessed with currently.
Greeley Estates
The Academy Is
..And Then I turned Seven...
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[ series 1 ]
Name: Summer Lynn Goodell
Birthday: 05 / 14 / 86
Birthplace: Bangor
Current Location: Portland
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Dirty Blond
Righty or Lefty: righty
Zodiac Sign: Taurus
Font: MsSansSerif
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[ series 2 - your favorite ]
Music: ALOT-but currently new ASD. ITAOP, The Academy Is, cartel and Treos
Cartoon: Heathcliffff
Color: Pink and Black
Car: Chrysler Crossfire
Slushy Flavor: Strawberry
Magazine: Cosmo
TV Show:ONE TREE HILL
Song at the Moment: Number Three on The Academy Is...
Language: English
Spice Girl: none
Food & Beverage: VitaminWater, Buffalo strips
Subject in School: hmm its been a while.. prob psycho
Weekend Activity: resting and partying.. what a combo
Frozen Yogurt: ehh i dont know..rasberry?
Roller Coaster:Dueling Dragons-In FL
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[ series 3 - what is ]
Your most overused phrase: FRIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGEN.
First thing you thought when you woke up: i hate working..im so tired...and someone tried to kill me with a pizza cutter in my dream.
Last image/thought you go to sleep with: Im going to be so tired when i wake up
First feature you notice of opposite sex: Height, Hair, Smile.. Tats and Piercings.
Best name for a Butler: Walter
Wussiest Sport: Tennis
Your best feature: Forehead? haha toni.
Your greatest fear: Fish.
Your greatest accomplishment: living on my own?
Your most missed memory: my mom. being young and carefree
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[ series 4 - you prefer ]
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi..or coke when its flat
McDonald's or Burger King: McDonalds of the 2, but subway and taco bell is where its at
Single or Group Dates: single
Adidas or Nike: adidas---all day i dream about SUMMER
Chicken nuggets or Chicken fingers: fingers
Dogs or Cats: dogs.
Rugrats or Doug: Doug
Single or Taken: Single as they come..
Monica or Brandy: Brandy
Tupac or Jay-Z: Jay Z
Shania Twain or LeAnn Rhymes: Shania
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton
One pillow or Two: depends
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla-fuck chocolate
Hot chocolate or Hot cocoa: Hot Choc.
Cappucino or Coffee: neither
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[ series 5 - do you ]
Shower everyday: usually.
Have a crush: oh i think so..
Think you've been in love: no sirrrrrrrrrie
Want to go to college: no.
Like high school:i think i kinda miss it actually
Want to get married: Yeah
Type correctly: Never
Believe in yourself: Nah
Have any tattoos? Yes-Back and Hip.. more to come
Have any piercings? yup Where: ears.. maybe lipppp
Get motion sickness: lately
Think you're a health freak: nope
Get along with your parents: hahahahah yeah.. RIGHT
Like thunderstorms: YES
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[ series 6 - the future ]
Age your plan to be married: When i got my palm read, they said.. at 24
Where will you be at age 20: hopefully doing something successfull.
Dream wedding: I want a HUGE PRETTY WEDDING. either on church island.. or somewhere when its snowing .. in a horse and carrage. and a HUGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE beautiful dress with rose petals and cala lillies all around.
How do you want to die: in my sleep some night
Dream job: Music Biz
Country you'd like to visit: Germany
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[ series 7 - opposite sex ]
Best eye color: Green
Best hair color: Brown.
Best height: TALLLL
Best weight: Usually go for the skinnnny ones. but it doesnt matter really.
Best clothes: Ripped up jeans and a teeshirt.. with a hoodie and some sort of hat if they have short hair.. or no hat if they have curly shagggy hair
Best first date location: someplace fun. where you can walk around and talk and have a good time
Best first kiss location: someplace where its not awkward.
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[ series 8 - other ]
Last time you slept with a stuffed animal: they are next to me every night.
Rings before you answer the phone: depends on if i like the ringtone.. then i wait a while.
What's on your mousepad: rooadrunner
How many houses you've lived in: 4
How many schools you've gone to: 4
Bedroom carpet color: grey
Shave your head for $5,000?: no.
Stranded on a desert island. Take three things. No people: One Tree Hill DVD. CDplayer and CDS, and A cellphone.
Best time of your life so far: oh gosh.. i dont know.. hhaha maybe the party the other night... that was a blast. but there has probably beeen more. actually i can think of another one. but that doesnt really matter any more cuz it was pointless.. but to me it was wonderful. |
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| 11:19am 21/02/2005 |
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mood:  happy music: Kasabia-club fooot
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So, i just got back from Boston.
Amandas and I had a fucking BLAST.
It was soo much fun. we are so glad we went down. I dont think i have had that much fun in such a long time. and it was wicked chill. HAHA I also decided that when Amandas and I are together we are wicked dorks. Esp when we have beeen drinking and we are trying to sleeep. Its a clearly evident fact that we can NOT sleeep in the same room if we have been drinking.. haha sorrry to Nate and Charlie adn Michah and Michael and everyone else in the other rooms cuz we could NOT stop laughing or shut up!!! But the floor in the apt is like the best floor we have ever slept on. It was so comfortable and i slept so good.
Its like amanda and i have our own party in our heads and everyone else is just outside hahahahhaha
Awww good times though. Im glad that we can just be dorks and we dont fucking care waht people think.. you dont like it ? TO HELL WITH YOU AND ALLL YOURRRRRRRRRRR FRIEEEEEEEEENDS! (haha our motttto)
Im surprised at how easily we found Dan and Zachs apt. We got the best parking spot too!
The drive home was so interesting. Amanda was still wasted and she was cracking me up.
How about our grand exit.. of course it wouldnt be our style to do it quietly so we were loud and woke up everyone.. (sorry :))
Glasses-Check, Phone?-Check, Pillows?-Check. CDS?????? Check. hahahah random.
Now its time for a nap.
laterrrrrrrrrrrrrr- cant wait for the next one! |
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| 04:03pm 12/02/2005 |
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if you read this,
even if i don't speak to you often,
you must post a memory of me.
it can be anything you want, it can be good or bad,
just so long as it happened.
then post this to your journal. see what people remember about you.
this could be sooo stupid and pointless... cuz noone reads my lj OR posts comments in it. |
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| 03:42pm 12/02/2005 |
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mood: bored music: Cartel.
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GREAT NEWS:
Animal Suit Driveby won the contest of the battle of the bands to PLAY the myspace stage at the TASTE OF CHAOS tour on March Second!!
How exciting is that ? That is innnnsaaannnne! im so proud of them!
So I have been super busy with NewEngland Entertainment. Allll last weeek i had meetings with like 2 people a day. plus shows occasionally. ITAOP had a show last night in Durham,Nh at OysterRiver HighSchool. So I went to that... afffffter riding all the way to boston with Travis and Mikey Cammm to get Daniel so he could drum at the show.
While in boston i met up with Mike from Roxi.. I rode back with him and we hit traffficc majorly so we decided to go out to eat instead of sitting in traffic. So we got off in woburn and went the 99. When we were at dinner we pretended we were from California and were trying to get to Conneticut. so we asked the waitress what city and state we were in and she thought we were crazy.. but it was funny!
I had a ton of fun hanging out with Mike. :)
Then we headed up to the show and watched in the arms play as well as too late the hero and our last summer.. it was INSANE during TLTH set because Dan had his drums set up and the drummer for our last summer had his and all three of them drummed on their drumsets during one song. It was killler..
then after the show i went to bickfords with nate and some of the guys from tlth and their friends. IT was a good time except for the fact that the waitress was the slowest thing around.
now here i am at work. borrred off my asss cuz its dead slow. sometimes I hate working here.
I hope tonight is fun! hope to PARTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTY like cRAZY, cuz I havent in soo long.
and so my favorite holiday of the year is on monday.. HAHA RIGHT. i hate vday. esp since im alone and obviously bitter.
but seriously.. love sucks and it seems like such a waste of time.
good song by CARTEL
"Hey, Don't Stop"
It's never easy to see the sun when you're locked up in this pretty plaster cage. So she says she'd love to feel alive again.
but this loneliness necessitates her void.
And i tell her don't stop trying to be the one. because one day it won't matter who you are.
She's had enough of being down. and it seems that everything that she's heard.
It's everything that makes her cry and it's just about time to get this right because i don't know if it's all about taking this drink tonight. and i've been thinking baby that you're out of your mind.So now it's midnight and she leans against the wind. she finds it cold and comforting in this bold and daring glow. yeh, we all know to pass the time we pass around a few cold stares and wonder who we are....I think she's better off this way.
a few bands to check out-
a second chance
roxi monoxide
the frontrunner
the recieving end of sirens (treos)
cartel
THE SPILL CANVAS
The Academy Is |
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| 03:23pm 12/02/2005 |
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mood: crushed music: .Bracelets. The Spill Canvas
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F i r s t s
First best friend: Hailey Roberts
First car: still waiting on that first.
First real kiss: Brandon
First real break-up: Brandon
First screen name:Sunkissd1536
First self purchased album: I think it was john michael montgomery
First funeral: MY Moms..
First pets: Brandi my doberman pupppy
First piercing/tattoo: piercings-ears, tat was a tiny star!
First credit card: nooone.
First true love: havent had a first true love...
First enemy: no clue.. who cares.
First big trip: used to go on weekend trips all the time when i was little.. but prob camping when i was six weeks old.
First music you remember hearing in your house: Roger Miller!!
l a s t s
Last car ride: To work today..oh god that was rough
Last kiss: Pineau
Last good cry: The other day.
Last library book checked out: Not a clue in the world.
Last movie seen at the movies:The Grudge
Last beverage drank: Ginger Ale
Last food consumed: Chicken Pizza
Last crush: Either **** or *****
Last phone call: Skipper
Last time showered: 830am
Last shoes worn: Heals
Last item bought: Ginger Ale
Last annoyance: NORM
Last time wanting to die:THe other night when i wanted to puke everywhere.
Last time scolded: haha well my sister was pissed that i wanted to pierce my ears.
Last time you did drugs:sooo long ago...
r e l a t i o n s h i p s
01. who are your best friends? Amanda, Skipper, and even though i never talk to her TOnito
02. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? haha yah right.. isnt that hilarious
f a s h i o n | s t u f f
01. where is your favorite place to shop? american eagle/pac sun.
02. any tattoos or piercings? 2 tats and 5 piercings.. maybe six to come and like 39 more tats.
s p e c i f i c s
01. do you do drugs? nah.. not really.
02. what kind of shampoo do you use? haha amanda and i's shower is filled with 12 different shamp. and condit.
03. what are you most scared of? Fish, Death and Being alone.
04. what are you listening to right now? The Spill Canvas
05. where do you want to get married? somewhere prettty and romantic and memorable.
06. how many buddies are online right now? I dunno im not on
07. what would you change about yourself? my body..my everything.
f a v o r i t e s
01. color: Pink and Black and lately.. bright blue
02. food: CHEESE. NAchos, and Buffalo Strips
03. boys' names: Adison, Braeden, and Caden
04. girls' names: Madelynn, Peyton
05. subjects in school: NOT IN SCHOOOL! but when i was pyscho or chem.
06. animals: pupppies
07. sports: hockey, football
08. perfume: lilu and this new vickie secrets scent.
09. cologne: contradiction for men, verysexy for men
h a v e | y o u | e v e r
01. given anyone a bath? Nope
02. done any drugs? weed.
03. bungee jumped? no
04. made yourself throw up? nope
05. skinny dipped? when i was like seven i think.
06: loved someone? Yeah.
07. made yourself cry to get out of trouble? hahahaha oh yes.
08. pictured your crush naked? yup
09. actually seen your crush naked? not current crush.. but i have seen a crush naked
10. cried when someone died? yea
11. lied? yes
12. fallen for your best friend? Nope
13. been rejected? yeah prob
14. rejected someone? Yes
15. used someone? not intentionally.
16. done something you regret? YEP. ALL THE TIME..
c u r r e n t
clothes: striped work pants, black us cellular shirt with pink sweater over, black shoes.
music: The Spill Canvas
annoyance: N O R M
smell: blank
favorite artist: iduunnno
desktop picture: snowcovered mountains
cd in player: The Spill CAnvas, RoxiMonoxide, and A mix.
dvd in player: Napolean Dynamite i think..
color of toenails: pINK
w h o | d o | y o u | w a n n a
kill: whoever pisses me off next.
look like: someone pretttty and skinny adn beautiful.
talk to offline: i can think of a certain someone..
talk to online: Noone really.
r a n d o m
in the morning i am: irratable ususaly.
all i need is: sleeep
love is: nonexistent in my life.
i dream about: shows, boys, music, sometimes the devil(Scarrrrrrrrry).
what do you notice first: SMile, Hair, Tats+Piercings, Clothes.
last person you danced with: noone
who makes you laugh the most: amanas
who makes you smile: lately.. michael.
who gives you a funny feeling when you see them: hmm.. i dont know.
who do you have a crush on: my secret is fatally gorgeous.
who has a crush on you: noone i dont think.
n u m b e r
of times i have had my heart broken: toomany.
of hearts i have broken:2 i think.
of guys i've kissed: oh gosh.. not a clue in the world.
of girls i've kissed: 3. hahahahahahahaahahahah
of continents i have lived in: one
of cds i own: too many to count.
of scars: like 22. |
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| 10:49am 08/02/2005 |
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mood:  ecstatic music: SugarPilll-ASD
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i am so tired.
but i had a rather busy day yesterday.. with meetings and such..
and not to mention a nice five and a half hour conversation ..that lasted till 5 this morning.. :) It was a nice convo though.. talked about everything there is to cover. I learned alot about music, YOUR life, how people with similar backgrounds seem drawn to eachother, religion, how maine sucks and people from different states REALLY think we are hicks.. haha and a ton more.
i dont know.. i just dont know.
i guess ill wait and see.. ;)
so.. i made it ten years without my mom. Yesterday was the anniversary of her death. i havent seen/spoke/hugged my mom in ten years.. imagine not hugging/seeing/speaking to your mom for ten friggen years.
and never will be able to again..
but its okay. i dealt with it alot better this year than in the past.
i think in some "odd waY" ive found "closure" from that.. as best i can. wich is good.
so... doing all i can to apply tro full sail. I dont know if ill go but im atleast attempting to.
sixtynine thousanmd..
maybe piercing my lip this weekend..
debating out the pros and cons..
if not a piercing then a new tat.
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| 07:40am 08/02/2005 |
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mood: cheerful music: NEW ASD!!!!!
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you can usually tell when im bored...
when i bust out the surveys!
UNIQUE --
1. Nervous Habits? i just freak out and worry abuout everything.
2. Are you double jointed? nope
3. Can you roll your tongue? I think so ?
4. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time? nope
5. Do you have a fave number? 05
6. Can you cross your eyes? sure can
7. Say a funny sentence: funny sentence.
8. Fave sexual position? haha hmm...
-- CLOTHES --
10. Which shoe goes on first? Left i think.
11. Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone? yah i think so
12. On the average, how much money do you carry in your wallet? no cash.. ever.
13. What jewelry do you wear 24/7? 4 rings, my watch, dan c bracelet, spikeys, cart piercing.. soon to be lip MAYBE.. and necklace.
14. Favorite piece of clothing? my vests... and asd track jacket!
-- FOOD --
15.Do you like mushrooms? nope
16. Have you ever eaten Spam? UGH a bite and it was nasty
17. Favorite ice cream flavor? anything minty
18. How many cereals in your cabinet? i think we have one or two.
19. What's your favorite beverage? vitamin water-flavor: Focus
20. What's your favorite restaurant? UNOS?
21. Do you cook? yah i try
-- GROOMING --
22. How often do you wash your hair? if i straighten my hair, then usually every other day.
23. Do you shave? usually.
24. Do you wear perfume/cologne? yea :) lilu
-- MANNERS --
25. Do you swear? WAYY to fucking much.
26. Do you ever spit? no..gross
-- WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE --
27. Animal? puppies!
28. Food? nachos
29. Month? july
30. Day? usually fridays and saturdays
31. Cartoon? uhh i dontknow
32. Shoe Brand? vans
33. Subject in school? Chemistry?
34. Color? pink+BLACK
35. Sport? hockey. ice or field
36. TV show? One Tree Hill, and Ashlee SimpsonShow.
37. Thing to do in the spring? not have alllergies.
38. Thing to do in the summer? TAN!!
39. Thing to do in the fall? Go on walks in the leaves!
40. Thing to do in the winter? drink hot choc. Jump in the snow in downtown portland.
-- IN AND AROUND --
41. The CD player? Matchbook romance, silverstien and the used.
42. Person you talk most on the phone with? Amanda, Mike lately. 5 hour convo anyone?
43. Ever taken a cab? HAHA oh yes.. living the new york lifestyle here in pland!
44. Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors? i prob have before
45. What color is your bedroom? blue and white and a little pink.
46. Do you use an alarm clock? Yes on my cellphone
47. Window seat or aisle? Varies
-- RANDOM --
48. Who is your idol? Ashlee Simpson
49. Do you sleep in the nude? ?? pretty close to it.
50. Do you snore? no way. and ihate snorers.. or people that breathe loud
51. Do you get your nails done? have before
52. Do you like children? cute ones.
53. Do you think you’re popular? no way.
54. Have you ever been scuba diving? no, and i never owuld. EVER
55. Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on? Radio |
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| 11:23am 27/01/2005 |
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mood: crushed music: Broken Promises-Moments In Grace.
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so just got some info for fullsail...
I cant even begin to believe the cost of this whole thing...
for recording arts AND entertainment business... for a total of 21 months of schooling.. they want..
ready for this...?
they want almost.. $69,000
THAT IS INSANE.
what am I going to do now..
seriously... i almost think this isnt even worth it anymore.
maybe ill just work at us cellular for the rest of my life and just barely make it by with no money in my savings. ....
there goes basically my one and only dream.. right out the frikken window. |
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| 03:53pm 26/01/2005 |
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mood: bored music: A Second Chance- Barely Breathing
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I HATE the snow. I am so sick of snow. We have wayy to much down here. I hate that it makes my work so slow.. and when its slow in here, the day goes by slower than death...
So here I am.. on a slow snow day at work doing nothing..
on a better note.. here are some really gooood bands..
The Waiting Room,
Skylines End,
Halifax,
Playing With Matches,
...And Then I Turned Seven...
Fall Of Transition,
My American Heart
A Second Chance,
Dead Poetic,
The Receiving End Of Sirens
Silent Drive
A Dozen Furies
Making It Right
The Black Maria
So, things are going pretty good...
Full Sail got my application that I didnt think sent in to them.. weird.. its almost like maybe thats a sign ?
Got a good amount of hours at work this week.. :) wich is always fantastic..
We have some good shows coming up with Bayside And Asd.. AS well as Headstart! and The Leftovers.
I talked to a band from NH last night about managing them.. they sent us a message on our ( Ne Entertainment) my space asking if we did management.. and I responded saying we did.. and jake was like well.. "you could take them on as your own project." I'm thinking it would be fun!
who knows..
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| 04:14pm 17/01/2005 |
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mood:  cold music: Perfect...simple Plan
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I feel like I never write in this thing... but I guesss I do quite a bit.
So.. I have made it a whole year without so much as a word to the EX parentals. Its weird.. I kinda dont really know what to think of it.
I wonder how different my life might be right now if I had never moved out on my own.. I think I would be wayyy worse off.. probably in a mental institution or something like that. hahaahaha probably for real though.
and... for once I think that I did make the best choice. :o)
If only I could finallllly make a decision about schoooll.. I can not make up my mind. I have a billlion and sixty eight choices and thoughts running through my mind.
I would love to attend NEIA i think down in Brookline mass... but i dont want to go there alone (to mass that is) And just about everyone that i know from there willl be moving back here next year.. so who the helllllll wants to be there all alone.
I love PLAND. I have met a ton of new friends lately .. They are all really awesome.. and most of my good friends live down here.. with the exception of a few that are still home in brewer and i missss them sooo much...
i guess time will tell what the best decision for me is..
Its weird cuz lately all of my horoscopes that i read say something about goals and dreams and going for them no matter waht.. its like this is what you are meant to do. blahblahblah..
hmm.. ha :o)
alright well i have to go cuz im at work.. and i should not be doing this but we have done everytthing else there is to do.. and nooooo customers have been in in a reallly long time.
so fitting...
"Perfect"
Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
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| 04:00pm 09/01/2005 |
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mood:  enthralled music: BEAUTIFUL SOUL-JesseMccartney
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apparently im real bored at work so this is what i do to pass the time...
x) - you've done
(_) - you haven't done
(?) - maybe...
(x) ever smoked marijuana
(x) been drunk
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(x) kissed a member of the same sex
(_) crashed a friend's car
(_) stolen a car
(_) been to Japan
(_) played mailbox baseball
(x) ridden in a taxi
(_) been in love
(x) been dumped
(_) shoplifted
(_) been fired
(_) been in a fist fight
(_) kicked someone's ass
(_) snuck out of my parent's house
(_) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(_) ever dated someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
(_) been arrested
(x) made out with a stranger
(x (FOOD) stole something from my job
(_) celebrated new years in time square
(x) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
(_) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
(_) been to Europe
(x) skipped school
(_) slept with a co-worker
(_) been married
(_) gotten divorced
(_) had children
(x) seen someone die.
(_) been to Africa
(_) had a crush on one of my Live journal friends
(_) Hit someone I loved
(_) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/fetish ball
(_) Been to Canada
(_) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
(_) Thrown up in a bar
(_) Purposely set a part of myself on fire..NOT PURPOSELY!
(_) Eaten Sushi
(_) Been snowboarding
(_) Met someone in person from the internet
(x) Been moshing at a concert
(_) had real feelings for someone you knew only online
(_) been in an abusive relationship
(_) been pregnant or got someone pregnant
(_) lost a child
(_) gone to college
(_) graduated college
(?) tried killing yourself
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(_) met Bill Gates
(_) kill people constantly |
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| 03:42pm 09/01/2005 |
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mood:  giddy music: ASD-PostCards From LA.
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Well.. this new year has had an interesting start.. to say the least.
I started the new year off officially at 12pm crying becuase i was indeed sad and away from all my friends...
oh so sad.
It's gotten better. I haven't really felt lonely the past couple of days. Maybe because I have been surrounding myself with people at all times to keep the lonely feeling away.
but it has been a good time.
im sitting here boooooooooooored as hell at work.. sundays may be the shortest work day for us.. but it definitely feels like the longest. ugh.
what am i going to do tonight ? hmm...
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I hope I may get to spend some part of this night with a certain *someone* :o)
-I love finding out good news.. it makes me smile. ... :o) and I do enjoi smiling...
last night was interesting.. got into a fight with the fucking whore bitch downstairs. I HATE her and she needs to choke on her own fucking breath.
so much for excessive noise in our house.. apparently we shouldn't even breathe when we are home.. cuz it just MIGHT be tooo loud for her.
i want to go on vacation.. to canada.. or florida..
I want to find a new job..
I also NEED to decide what to do about school next year.. do i want to go ?
If not then I must find a new rooomate to live with me in PLAND next year.. in a difffferent APT on the FIRST floor so we can be loud.
so many thoughts runnning through this mind right now.
Im going to go to CVS now and get some AQUAFINA!
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